I am supposed to be busy working but I am pretty distracted by this soulful playlist I’m listening to. I have particularly been replaying this Crush song by Yuna and Usher several times.
Speaking of crushes, you’d assume that during this whole Venus retrograde period, I would be busy enjoying crush after crush and making poor choices with exes. Lol, joke’s on me! Venus decided she preferred to stick to where she is on my Natal Chart and simply affect my possessions and material values.
But I miss having a crush; especially a social media one. You know the kind you enjoy in silence and have absolutely no plans to do anything on social media? You get butterflies watching them on their posts, comments or videos. Think about them randomly. Feel like your world was turned upside down if/when they talk to you or react to your posts. Just plenty of that feel good energy.
I had one of those very recently. They live in a different part of this planet and maybe their foreign nationality made them a little more fascinating. And you have to admit, there’s just something about South Africans. It felt good to see their posts and I was captivated by everything about them. This one had an aura that pulled you in and made you feel as though you were in the presence of royalty. Their energy screamt “regal”. I felt so small and shaky when we got talking; like how was this magnificent being even talking to me!
However, as crushes are fleeting, mine ended. Which means I am secretly (or very publicly since I am here) hoping to get another one pretty soon. I am not in the frame of mind to start a whole new relationship; I think I am still tired from my recent one. Nevertheless, I think a crush would be the perfect addition. Fun and temporary.
So I won’t be actively shopping for one, but I would not mind if the Universe threw one my way (take a hint dear Universe). In the meantime, I think I should write about my favourite crushes pretty soon and maybe the most disastrous ones, Lol.
Diary of A Loved Black Woman 